I sat here an hour ago
Lonely
Crying waterfalls for lost relationships
Wishing I had more.
But instead
Loneliness plagued me
Running deep through my already shattered pieces
Breaking me even more.
I was happy a couple hours ago?
So now I’m confused.
My emotions playing games
While I pull hair out my head
Thinking
“What is wrong with me?”
And
“Do I deserve this much pain?”
And
“I’m sorry lord please forgive me”
Because I can’t take it anymore.
I still sit here
After I’ve drained myself
Wondering what went wrong
And when?
Do I deserve it?
- Adeela Ejaz
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