14.06.19 | 02:19

I sat here an hour ago

Lonely

Crying waterfalls for lost relationships

Wishing I had more.

But instead

Loneliness plagued me

Running deep through my already shattered pieces

Breaking me even more.

I was happy a couple hours ago?

So now I’m confused.

My emotions playing games

While I pull hair out my head

Thinking

“What is wrong with me?”

And

“Do I deserve this much pain?”

And

“I’m sorry lord please forgive me”

Because I can’t take it anymore.

I still sit here

After I’ve drained myself

Wondering what went wrong

And when?

Do I deserve it?

- Adeela Ejaz